suffering,sadness....sharingan

Kouse uchiha carefully and quietly tracked the squirrel which was proving to be a handful for him.                                    It had been half an hour since he had started tracking down the over-cautious rodent. He wanted to gauge how quiet he could be when tracking or tailing a target, but so far his results showed that if he ever had to track down a dangerous assailant, he would most likely be dead quickly.                     he was close to it now, very close…he pounced, aiming to stab it with a kunai he held with his right arm…the squirrel had most likely seen him before he pounced because it sped up a nearby tree the moment he moved which led to kouse stabbing the ground some-what foolishly.             He stayed where he lay as thoughts of his failed attempts at surprising his sisters and testing how quiet he could be when he wanted to. The first try on his eldest sister was the worst of all,he had tried to sneak up on her when she was cooking in the kitchen and had his head hit by a hot iron spoon….he had painfully retreated                                        next he had tried it with his father but that to ended in failure…he had thought that maybe since they knew him all his life he couldn’t sneak up on them…well this squirrel had shown him otherwise.        Thoughts of his genin exams preparations popped into his mind,when he learned the clone jutsu and transformation technique…the person that had always without fail been there for him….saori…the girl that had trained him with weird methods,the girl that his father had handpicked to handle his training…the first girl he had falling in love with.                                    He didn’t know he was falling in love cause he had never experienced it before until now. He just found himself thinking about her more often than he normally talked about other girls..he had started being too happy anytime he met her.                                        He smiled,he wasn’t the type to fall for girls randomly,but on this occasion he had little choice on the matter. Still on the floor he looked at the trees,the grasses,the birds singing loudly and the devious squirrel still watching him from above the tree and he was contented with life..it was really a beautiful day.                                                    He had to get home,nothing worthwhile to do here…kouse stood up slowly taking his time cause he could… he dusted himself up and fished out his comb,his long black hair was all messed up after the squirrel chase and falling roughly on the ground…but as he was about to begin combing his hair he heard a strange sound nearby and instantly he was alert,his reflexes coming into play..he moved quietly to investigate what had caused that sound. He spotted a kunai imbedded into a tree and knew instantly that this was a trap.                                                He realized this too late when he got hit by an unknown body…and hit hard. The unknown assailant had used their body to knock him down. Before kouse could get over the shock his uknown assailant was on top of him and trying to restrain his hands. Memories of his disgraceful first encounter with saori popped in his mind,was this going to be just like before?                        Hell no! he thought…kouse charged chakra into his legs and arms and with a shout he pushed his uknown opponent off him…with a kunai instantly whipped out he went in for the kill.                Kouse was about to stab his assailant in a fatal position when his attacker spoke “you have gotten better using your chakra”                                        kouse instantly dropped the kunai he held..his attacker was saori!.                                                           ‘’hahaha if you could see your expression right now,its hilarious’’ saori chuckled ‘’surprised you didn’t i?                                                                             kouse didn’t see the joke or fun in this at all..he had almost stabbed her! And she was smiling and chuckling..he shook his head,she must be crazy.                                    ‘’that was dangerous,I nearly stabbed you,next time you wanna pop a surprise on me,do it whe im at home when I wont get a weapon the moment I hear a sound’’ kouse grumbled and sat down beside her.                                                                             Kouse placed the kunai he was about to use to stab saori back into his weapon pouch,and made to stand up but to his surprise saori had kicked out knocking his feet away from under him.kouse hit the ground painfully but saori didn’t stop there she immediately placed her weight on him by sitting down on him..she pressed down making sure he couldn’t escape.                                Kouse was getting inpatient with saori, he didn’t know what had come over her,she was usually her serious self,strict and busy..this new side of her wasn’t exactly what he needed right now…he had things to do,he needed to get to chunin rank quckly and had to utilize all the free time he had to train.        Kouse looked up to see saori laughing at the pleasure she was enjoying from what she was obviously doing and noticed that just below her kneck her first two buttons were undone,he knew the right thing to do was immediately tell her to button up..he had encountered this situation several times with his three sisters but the feeling he felt right now was new…the feeling not to say anything and the urge to see more the two unbuttoned buttons exposed,this overcame anyother thought and he knew he was staring but he wouldn’t…couldn’t stop.                                    Saori stopped laughing when she noticed the look kouse was giving her,had she gone too far? She thought…wait a second..he wasn’t looking at her directly..she followed his sight and looked down..she gasped when she noticed the two buttons undone.                            Saori’s reaction on any other day would have been to quickly button up, criticize anyone present for not letting her know all the while feeling embarrassed,but she didn’t do all this…something she hadn’t experienced before happened..she didn’t feel the urge to close up but to expose more than the buttons already had.she slowly bent down towards kouse exposing more and more to him.            Kouse noticed saori had stopped laughing  and had noticed where he was staring at,and had expected an embarrassed reaction, a shout even a violent reaction but what happened was not expected by him,she had started bending towards him,he didn’t know what she was upto,he couldn’t read her expression,but his eyes never left where it was,that area below her kneck was irresistible,more that now he could see more..way more.                                        Saori kept coming closer,bending more until it was just several inches separating their faces….kouse lying flat on the flow,his black long hair sprawled on the floor around his head.with saori sitting on him around his waist with her blonde hair being blown around by the afternoon breeze. This was the picture they made as they stared at eachother,with both experiencing emotions for the first time ever.                                                    Saori had stopped her downward decent when she could feel his breath,why had she come so low?..what was she doing or waiting for?..all this thoughts invaded her mind as she stared into kouse’s eyes and then uncousciously her eyes wandered lower,passed his nose….to his lips.                Kouse noticed she had stopped moving,she had stpped just inches from his face, he saw her eyes get in contact with his,he felt like she could read his mind with the intensity of that gaze,but it was broken when her eyes went his lips…kouse didn’t understand but he had the urge to close the remaining distance between both of them..the  uknown urge he felt drove him to do so..and he did.            His head slowly left the ground, he half expected saori to move away but she didn’t,she staid rock still...they were just about to make contact,about to kiss.                            ‘’kouse! Kouse! Where are you?” a distant female voice shouted desperately in the distance.        Kouse stopped moving,he recognized the voice,it was his sister..and he knew something had happened because of the fear he heard in her voice.all thoughts of saori and left his mind as he quickly but gently pushed her off him as he stood up.                                    “that’s my sister’s voice,and by the sounds of it something bad has happened” kouse hurriedly explained as he took off in a mad dash towards his sisters voice.                            Saori was struggling to get her bearings,it had all happened so quickly,first thing shes about to get her first kiss and the next moment kouse was pushing her off and saying his sister was calling for him and it was an emergency…saori was a ninja and had long acquired the ability to adjust to situations quickly…she stood up and joined kouse in his dash to his sister.                            Kouse met his sister “whats wrong maki” kouse asked immediately.                        His sister was clearly in distress “its father,he was stabbed kouse,several times..mother sent me to get you”                                                kouse couldn’t believe what he heard,he shook his head even as he started running back home…what was this?..his father stabbed?,dying?..impossible!..but a look at his siter as he ran showed that it could very well possibly be true.                                        When they arrived at kouse’s  home the first thing he saw was his two sisters and mother kneeling down and crying over a body on the floor…kouse knew exactly who that body was..his father…he ran to them and roughly pulled his sisters and mother away to get to his father.            “hello dad its kouse,im here”..there was no response,kouse tapped him..then shook him..there was still no response…kouse’s heart was pounding,sweat dropped freely from his face,head feeling woozy,when the fact that his father was dead..he had missed the privilege of even hearing his fathers last words.                                                    Memories flooded his mind…memories of his father hugging him goodbye on his first day of school, memories of his father attending his graduation even though it was just from the ninja academy,his father leaving work to visit him at the hospital when he had gotten ill,his father armwrestling with him,memories of having a campout with his dad for a weekend, his father putting himself infront of kouse to  protect kouse with his body from a rattlesnake,his father congratulating him for defending himself against bullies, memories of his father on his 17th birthday and the pride in his eyes when the majority of kouses friends who attended his birthday were ninjas,memories of his father punishing him when he did wrong and praising him when he did good,his father getting fired from his former job because he took his family before anything else,he remembered his fathers blck hair,his smile,his laughter,his……                                            “k…kouse” saori stammered trying to find the right words to say..she had known kouse’s father since she was a kid,she knew how kind he was,she had loved him..when he had giving her candies when he visited and bought her toys…the pain she felt was unbearable,she had the feeling that if it were anymore it would destroy her and yet she knew that the pain she felt was nothing compared to what she knew kouse must be feeling.                                        Kouse’s thoughts were interrupted with a voice he didn’t recognize,he couldn’t recognize anything as he knelt down beside his father..his dead father,dead,dead,dead the words invaded his mind,reality slammed him in the face and hard,tears which hadn’t yet fallen started coming down…a single tear at first,then slowly increased until it became out of control..kouse’s hands shook like someone with fever,sweat and tears fell and mixed together,dropping from his chin as kouse sat down there…and when the tears and shakes couldn’t suffice,when his pain reached its peak, he looked up at the blue skies and screamed out his pain and sorrow, the scar he had just gotten would remain with him all his life.                                                    “tell me who did this” kouse asked, not the old kouse but the new kouse, he was completely ready to kill whoever killed his father, whether they surrendered or not, he wouldn’t hesitate ending their lives.                                                    “some thiefs kouse,they are long gone, he was alone,we all left and came back to see him like this” kouse’s mother explained.                                            Kouse looked at his mother and she sucked in her breath sharply…”k..kouse your eyes..its its red”         kouse shook his head,he hardly heard his mother, he couldn’t even revenge his father, he stood up and ran without a destination, he ran blindly maybe he could run away from this dreadful reality he was in.
Wc(2032) claiming 1st tomoe sharingan.

(jutsu claims removed... About the colour and format,anytime I post with my laptop, the texts get scrambled once I copy nd paste it here.. And d colour is a necessity or it would turn up blank like before, I try to post as much with my phone but my phone cnt handle posts over 2k)